As I pondered
participating in the 2008 Annual Work Day at the Annual
Conference in Florence, I was being pulled by two
different forces. First, I didn’t work the first year
(2007) and “things” got done. I remember going back to the
motel and taking a nap. But another force said “at least
look at the options” for 2008.
I perused the application
form at the Conference Web Site.
Gosh, look at all these
jobs.
This
ministry is truly a handyman’s delight. Changing light
bulbs are a challenge for me. Plus, I wasn’t thrilled
about facing the Florence heat at 2 p.m. Let me look for
an A/C environment.
Found it! A prayer line
would be just the thing I wanted. This was in my comfort
zone and I would be inside.
I checked yes on the form and
I was in business. What is this message?
Sorry, work area slots in
this category are full. Oh well, I will check on this
when I get to Florence.
When I signed
the Work Area Log at Conference, I found out I was
assigned to visit a nursing home on Tuesday.
Plans do change and I will
still get my t-shirt.
Tuesday
morning after hearing Dr. H. Eddie Fox, the World
Director of Evangelism, I was on a spiritual
upswing. I checked with the Work Day folks and found I
had been assigned to another work team. I couldn’t
believe my eyes – Hospice Home visits
2-4
p.m. today. My uplifted spirit began to crash. God knows
I get nervous walking into a hospital much less seeing
terminally ill people.
I would rather weed a
cactus garden in the 97-degree heat than visit a Hospice
Home.
In the middle
of my own pity party, I was moved to pray. What had I
done? Ringing of hands, cold sweats, almost out of
control – what was going on?
I had left God out of my
planning. I prayed, “God give me wisdom, patience, and may
you fill my heart with the Holy Spirit. May all I do
bring glory to You”.
At
our
team meeting gathering
(21 Methodists) met with our
leader. He gave out printed driving directions to the
Hospice Home. I was hoping we would get a nice A/C
church bus. I know I am complaining again. I would be
driving in uncharted area for me, but I had directions.
Getting in my car and turning on the A/C I begin to read
the directions. All these street names but no turn
directions. Do I turn left or right?
God, I know the home is
east from the Civic Center, like going to the airport.
Please keep me calm and give me directions: Left turn,
left turn, I just crossed Hwy. 52. It goes by my motel.
I can just turn here and go into my room, watch the
History Channel and have a cold Dr. Pepper. Satan keeps
on trying.
I see Evans Street. I must
be close. I went around the McLeod Medical Complex twice
and didn’t see the home. I pull into an insurance
agency, ran inside, “Please give me directions to the
Hospice Home." “Sir, go two lights down this street and
turn left, go to the next light and turn right. The home will
be on the left.”
Boy was I lucky! I assure
you no luck to this – I had asked God and He gave me the
directions.
As I entered
the foyer of the home, a very kind volunteer told me
where to go. Here we were again, 21 folks from Walnut
Grove to Hickory Grove and all points in between wearing
out new t-shirts.
As we waited for the
supervisor, we began to talk about what we could do?
Someone said, “Why don’t we sing hymns in the hallway?" I
said, “We need to get prayed up before do anything". “ Our
leader replied, “Mr. Smith, why don’t you lead us in
prayer?" My mouth fell open; it felt like it was stuffed
with cotton. “Lord, please give me words” and He did.
Over the next 2 minutes or so I really don’t remember
what I prayed. As I finished, a warm feeling came over
me. I knew God would give me the patience to listen,
keep me quiet unless words were needed, be positive and
have a smile on my face.
Yes,
we did begin to sing the old hymns. When one song was
finished, someone else would pick up and we would go again.
Victory in Jesus, Faith of our Fathers, Old Rugged
Cross, and the words flowed and joy could be seen on
each face.
As we moved
into the patient area, a nurse gave us a tour of a vacant
room. Everything in the room has a purpose of making the
patient comfortable in a home-like setting.
Doors from the room opened
onto a patio where the bed can be rolled out. As long as
a pet is on a leash, it can visit. A pullout bed gives a
family member a place to rest.
A patient’s
family asked if some of us would like to visit their
grandfather.
A few of us walked into the
room. We held hands, placing our hand on the bed and on
his
granddaughter.
Prayers were lifted up for
this family and to bring peace to this patient, a moment
of silence with all holding hands . Others quoted
scripture. Upon leaving the room, I could see tears in
the granddaughter’s eyes. These were tears of joy. You
see Jesus had just visited this dear family. We
sang softly as our time to leave fast approached.
We were no longer
strangers. We had bonded allowing Jesus to completely
take charge of the past hours.
A nurse told
us the following. I taught nursing for 30 years.
I retired two years ago. I
wanted some work to do, and God gave me this opportunity. It
is wonderful – you see some person in the medical field
see God bring a new life into the world. I get to see
God bring a Christian brother and sister back to their
eternal home.
As I walked
through the beautiful court yard, I spotted Gracie the
house pet.
As I petted the cat’s head,
I could hear a soft purr reminding me of how quietly
Jesus had spoken to me.
As I looked on the day’s
events, I was fearful, afraid I didn’t have the ability
for this work. I was reminded if we take
the
time God will give us the ability to do
anything
that is placed before us.
I praise Him that I had
this opportunity.
A spiritual moment in my
life that I will never forget – you bet !
Paul Smith, Lay Delegate, Wesley
Memorial UMC, 2008