“Do You Love Me?  Pass it On – whether in Galilee, Hyde Park, Biloxi, or Anywhere”

April 22, 2007                                                        Acts 9: 1-6, Rev. 5: 11-14, John 21: 1-19

            About six or seven years ago there was a popular movie called “Pay it Forward,” based on a novel by the same title written by a woman named Catherine Ryan Hyde.  The main character was a 12 year old boy named Trevor whose teacher gave a voluntary extra-credit assignment, namely “Think of an idea for world change and put it into action.”  Trevor came up with quite an idea, which he described to his mother and teacher in this way: "See, I do something real good for three people. And then when they ask how they can pay it back, I say they have to Pay It Forward. To three more people. Each. So nine people get helped. Then those people have to do twenty-seven." He turned on the calculator, punched in a few numbers. "Then it sort of spreads out, see. To eighty-one. Then two hundred forty-three. Then you get seven hundred twenty-nine. Then two thousand, one hundred eighty-seven. See how big it gets?"   (This quote came from the website for the Pay it Forward foundation, and I assume it comes from the novel.”) 

In the story a chain reaction of goodwill is set in motion, as each person who has received some good deed is obligated, not to pay it back but to “pay it forward,” to do good for three new people and to charge them with doing the same.  I wish more people would put this into practice, because it’s a great idea – but it’s not really an original idea.  Jesus said the same thing about 2000 years before, and when the Christian Church has been at its best it has been responding to Jesus’ love by trying to pay it forward, or as we sometimes say in a song, by passing it on.

Our gospel reading today is the last chapter of John, which tells of one last appearance of the Risen Christ to the disciples.  As you remember, he comes to them as they are fishing on the Sea of Galilee, he enables them to haul in a miraculous catch of fish, he cooks them breakfast over a charcoal fire, and then he has a rather serious conversation with Simon Peter.  Three times, using the disciple’s formal name, he says to him “Simon, Son of John, do you love me?”  Standing by the charcoal fire perhaps Peter thinks back to the only other place in the Bible that specifically mentions a charcoal fire, namely the fire by which he was warming himself on the night of Jesus’ arrest.  Three times Jesus asks him this probing question, “Simon, Son of John, do you love me?”  Peter has to see the connection between the three queries and the three times he denied knowing Jesus, and he answers with increasing intensity, “Yes, Lord, you know I love you…..  Yes, Lord, you know I love you…..”  and the third time “Lord, you know everything.  You know I love you……”

And with each of Peter’s declarations Jesus has a response:  “Feed my lambs…..  Tend my sheep…….” and again, “Feed my lambs…….”  Jesus wants Peter to love him, and he wants us, his followers, to love him, but Jesus doesn’t need our love.  Jesus doesn’t have the empty space that your spouse, our your child, or your neighbor has – that space which yearns for human acceptance and mutual love, that space which has to be filled in one way or another for a human being to be whole.  It seems tragically clear that there was nothing to fill that space in the life of Cho Seung-Hui, the gunman whose illness and emptiness led to the Virginia Tech murders.  Less tragically, yet sadly, there are people near us whose lives are empty, or almost empty, in terms of love to fill that spot where nothing else will do.  Most of us may have passing moments when we feel the lack, but that’s not the case with Jesus.  He doesn’t need anything from us, so he says “Pay it forward; pass it on; direct the love you have for me toward those who are in special need.  Feed my lambs; tend my sheep; feed my lambs, as an expression of your love…….”

How do you say “I love you” to Jesus?  He’s worthy of love – this one who left everything to share human existence even to the extent of dying on a cross.  Some people find it meaningful to sing their love songs and praise to Jesus; some people find that there are mystical moments of prayerful silence that seem to say “I love you Christ,” but those are not what Jesus asks for.  Those moments may be significant to the singer or the pray-er, but what Jesus wants is the transfer of love to those who really need it.  “Do you love me?  Go feed people who are hungry…..   Do you love me?  Speak up with a word of justice for those who have little voice……   Do you love me?  Take care of the earth, for the sake of all who are following you…….    Pay it forward…..   Pass it on….

            Expressing our love for Jesus by passing it on is something we can do on a daily basis, and in small ways, but occasionally we have the opportunity to serve in a specific, focused, way; to do things for a short time that we wouldn’t be able to do constantly.  That was the experience that 12 of us from the church were given this past week, as we went to Biloxi, Mississippi, to work in the homes that had been destroyed by Hurricane Katrina.  We went as UM Volunteers in Mission and as representatives of our church (which paid for our air fare and other expenses) but we also went – whether it was stated or not – as an expression of our love for Christ.  Some of our team members have a lot of practical skills, and they expressed their love for God and God’s people by wiring and mounting electrical fixtures, by installing new doors and windows, and replacing a rotting and leaky roof.  Others of us helped by putting in insulation, helping to sheetrock and spackle walls, by painting doors and trim, by washing windows in a house that was almost ready to be re-occupied, and by cleaning up the mess that all this work generated.  Some of our team members were especially good at listening and empathizing with the stories of the homeowners we met.  Terry Temple used her gift of organization and leadership to create the structure in which the rest of us could help.  In all these things we were paying forward, passing on, and expressing our love for the one who has loved us.

            A few people have volunteered to share some thoughts about what was most significant for them in this week.

            (Sharing by Gus at 7:45; Terry, Kelly and Sue at 8:45; and George and Barb 11:00)

 

            Conclusion – something about how mission work is an expanded version of the daily tasks in which we want to express our love for Christ by passing it on…  This disciples spread out from Galilee to share God’s love in all the sectors of the known world….. a few of us had a unique chance to do that for a week in Biloxi…..  But it doesn’t have to be expressed in the large and life-altering ways.   Every day in our own neighborhoods are opportunities to pay it forward, pass it on, and share the love we have received.