Monday, March 19, 2007

Matthew 26:69-72

Peter was sitting outside in the courtyard when one of the High Priest’s servant girls came to him and said, “You, too, were with Jesus of Galilee” But he denied it in front of them all. “I don’t know what you are talking about,” he answered, and went out to the entrance of the courtyard. Another servant girl saw him and said to the men there, “He was with Jesus of Nazareth.” Again, Peter denied it.

In this passage, Peter symbolizes the pride we have of our own strength. This disciple says he would never disown Jesus, but does it three times. In another situation, in Gethsemane, Jesus asks Peter to stay awake with Him as he prays stating, “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me.” (Matt 26:38) And Peter falls asleep! How could he do that? Surely neither you nor I would do that to a friend! Right?

Sometimes I think I can do it all. I would never deny Jesus to my friends. But just like Peter, I say I won’t, but really I do all the time. I deny him time and time again. I don’t blatantly come out and say, “I do not believe in Jesus Christ.” But I deny Christ in small ways in order to hide the guilt. Instead of saying, “I’m sorry, I can’t go to the party, I’ll be at a prayer meeting,” I’ll simply say “I have other plans.”

Peter is the guy we read about in the Bible who is so easy to criticize. Maybe it is because we see ourselves in him- we build up our own pride and fall time and time again. It is not until the end of the Gospel of John that we see Peter truly changed. Jesus asks him three times “Simon, son of John, do you love me?” After Christ asks the third time, Peter is truly hurt and humiliated because he is reminded of his three-time denial of Christ. But, even through Peter’s weakness and sins, Jesus still pours grace and mercy on him, shown in John 21 giving him the awesome responsibility of following Him and feeding His sheep!

How awesome our God is! Even though we deny Him and lie to Him and break promises, He still wants us to be His child because he loves us that much, spilling forgiveness over our self-inflicted wounds, and filling us with amazing joy! He wants us to spread the Good News! How difficult do you think it is to be one of Christ’s disciples? This goes beyond the physical measures of Army Boot camp, past the mental challenges of Harvard Law School. This would be the most demanding journey ever.

This is what it takes to be a disciple of Christ.

Are you up to the challenge?

 

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

read Hebrews 12 1-4

As for us, we have this large crowd of witnesses around us. So then, let us rid ourselves of everything that gets in the way, and of the sin which holds on to us so tightly, and let us run with determination the race that lies before us. Let us keep our eyes fixed on Jesus, on whom our faith depends from beginning to end. He did not give up because of the cross! On the contrary, because of the joy that was waiting for him, he thought nothing of the disgrace of dying on the cross, and he is now seated at the right side of God’s throne. Think of what he went through; how he put up with so much hatred from sinners! So do not let yourselves become discouraged and gives up. For in your struggle against sin you have not yet had to resist to the point of being killed.

Life tends to get incredibly busy. Meetings to attend, children’s activities, work, shopping, caring for elderly parents, church activities, and the list goes on and on. How do we strike a balance in the busyness of life? As we look to the scriptures for answers to our prayers, consider the words of Paul in Hebrews 12:1-4:

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a huge crowd of witnesses to the life of faith, let us strip off every weight that slows us down, especially the sin that so easily hinders our progress. And let us run with endurance the race that God has set before us. We do this by keeping our eyes on Jesus, on whom our faith depends from start to finish. He was willing to die a shameful death on the cross because of the joy he knew would be his afterwards. Now he is seated in the place of highest honor beside God’s throne in heaven. Think about all he endured when sinful people did such terrible things to him, so that you don’t become weary and give up. After all, you have not yet given your lives in your struggle against sin.

What powerful words these are to me. Keep you eyes on Jesus. That is the key. How do we handle all the ups and downs of life? By keeping our eyes on Jesus. By going back and rereading Hebrews 10, of the great cloud of witnesses that have gone before us, living their faith and at times, dying for their faith. The prize isn’t on earth or even in this lifetime. The prize is the gift of eternal life that Jesus grants to all believers. So, take heart, my friends. When life piles too much on your plate, when life is coming at you fast and hard, take time to keep your eyes on Jesus. He restores our strength, he restores our perspective, and he restores our souls. Thanks be to God!

 

Wednesday March 21, 2007

read 2 John 1-3

From the Elder – to a dear Lady and to her children, whom I truly love. And I am not the only one, but all who know the truth love you, because the truth remains in us and will be with us forever. May God the Father and Jesus Christ, the Father’s son, give us grace, mercy, and peace; may they be ours in truth and love.

John sent this letter to a “chosen lady and her children”, which is the synonym for a church and its members. I find the image of the church being a parent very compelling. As a new mother, I can see that the relationship is a rewarding and demanding one. Rewarding because of the unconditional love and trust that are the cornerstones of this relationship. Demanding because the “details” in which this love shows are not always easy to live. My love to my child manifests in creating a nurturing environment in which he can be safe, knows that he is loved no matter what, and gets all that he needs (not necessarily all that he wants). On the other hand, I also have to let go, allow my child to learn, to make mistakes, to take his first steps and eventually walk unassisted. Some days, it takes all my energy (and a little more) to be this patient, nurturing person. It is a daily struggle, rewarded by bright smiles and big hugs.

There is one big difference between parenthood and the church-member relationship, though: While the parent / child roles are defined in one unambiguous way, we have a dual role in our church: We are the children who are learning, who are being nurtured, who know that they are loved, but then we ARE the church, and are responsible for creating just this environment that we are craving. In this, we are more like grown-up children rather than babies. We still are our parents’ children, but we also have responsibilities of our own, and play an active part in shaping the relationship with our parents.

God’s love to us is unconditional, irrevocable, never-ending, but our compassion and patience with our “siblings” aren’t always. We need God’s love, grace, mercy and peace to live up to our full potential. Loving one another doesn’t mean that we gloss over things that are not ok, or that we pretend to be someone we are not. We don’t have to try to make ourselves nicer, more loveable, or more successful than we really are. Truth and love are closely linked, and remember, this love is unconditional. Let us try to see each other in truth, as God created and intended us, and treat each other with love, compassion, and such that we can see that big bright smile on the other person’s face more often.

 

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Luke 24:13-19

On that same day two of Jesus’ followers were going to a village named Emmaus, about seven miles from Jerusalem, and they were talking to each other about all the things that had happened. As they talked and discussed, Jesus himself drew near and they saw him, but somehow did not recognize him. Jesus said to them, “What are you talking about to each other, as you walk along?” They stood still, with sad faces. One of them, named Cleopas, asked him, “Are you the only visitor in Jerusalem who doesn’t know the things that have been happening there these last few days?”

I chose this scripture about a woman named Mary for one reason—because she was identified as the wife of Cleopas, one of the two disciples that Jesus met on the way to Emmaus. We know a man named Cleopas (Cleo). He is from Zimbabwe and attended First Church more than 15 years ago while a graduate student at Pitt. He is an impressive scientist and often made thoughtful and thought-provoking comments in the Adult Sunday School (Seekers) class. Since leaving Pittsburgh he and his family have lived for years in Missouri. Now his son Shingi has returned to Pittsburgh as a freshman at CMU.

 It seems appropriate for Cleo’s name to be linked for me to this scripture which begins on the road to Emmaus. The passage, particularly the resurrection story, challenges our scientific understanding of the world and requires that we seek the underlying message and truth of the scripture.

 What happened to those women, including Cleopas’ wife Mary, when they went to the tomb and Jesus’ body wasn’t there? What were Cleopas and the other disciple feeling and thinking as they took that walk, three days after Jesus was crucified? The sense of loss must have been overwhelming. So when they encountered Christ and remembered what he said as he broke bread with them, they must have been infused with hope. “Jesus is alive,” the angel said.

 One way to understand this story, which begins as a walk to Emmaus, is as an allegory for seeking Jesus in ones life. In fact, there is a spiritual renewal program called “The Walk to Emmaus” sponsored by the Upper Room, an arm of the General Board of Discipline of the United Methodist Church. The purpose of the program is to “renew Christian people as disciples of Jesus Christ and as active members of the body of Christ in mission to the world.” It emphasizes servant hood and encourages Christ's disciples to “act in ways appropriate to being a servant of all."

 Isn’t that what we as the Church are privileged to pursue together? To look for Christ in every circumstance and everyone we meet, to remember his life and example, to break bread together, and to care for each other in this world?

Dear God—Creator, Redeemer, Sustainer: We are grateful for the life and example of Christ and for the resurrection story. Be with us on our own walks to Emmaus and help us to be your disciples. Amen.

 

Friday, March 23, 2007

James 1:3

For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow.

If we have open hearts, our faith will be tested constantly in this world. Where is God in Darfur? In Iraq? Where is God in our own pain and suffering? In our personal disappointments?

 

In "Shadowlands", the film based on the life of C.S. Lewis, Lewis grieves deeply after the death of his wife, Joy, from cancer. A friend, an Anglican priest, tries to comfort him by saying, "Only God knows why these things happen." Lewis explodes, "Yes, God knows, but does God care?"

 

This is an awful observation coming from the man who is very likely the most influential Christian writer of the 20th century. Earlier in his career, he had written, "One must train the habit of faith." Yet after the death of his beloved wife, this same man was not thinking of training his faith; it would be a wonder to him that his faith endured.

 

The writer, Madeleine L'Engle sometimes uses phrases from the Psalms as titles for her books. "The Rock That Is Higher Still", is her personal account of her faith journey with Christ. I read the book many years ago and that phrase from the New International Version of the Bible has become part of me-a loved, much said verse, "Oh, set me upon the rock that is higher still; for Thou has been my hope and my strong tower..." (Psalm 61 verse 3) I can picture enduring faith in God as a rock wall of granite, much taller than I am, against which I can lean securely.

 

One of my oldest friends is someone who studied at Pittsburgh Theological Seminary and was a Christian Education director in the Presbyterian Church for several years. Often we enjoy long, meandering conversations which turn to matters of the heart and soul. She and I have come to agree that we are not immune from losing our faith in a loving Creator, that we should never take for granted the grace that is the gift of faith. We pray for each other believing that:

    

"The soul that to Jesus hath fled for repose,

I will not, I will not desert to his foes;

That soul, though all hell shall endeavor to shake,

I'll never, no, never, no never forsake."

 

                                                                        ---"How Firm a Foundation Ye Saints of the Lord"

 

 

Saturday, March 24, 2007

I John 4: 16

“We know how much God loves us, and we have put our trust in his love. God is love, and all who live in love live in God, and God lives in them.”

 

In the epistle of I John we have a letter written in the spirit of the Gospel of John. Many scholars would date this letter at the end of the 1st Century (about 95 AD). The Gospel, which it follows, was probably written about a decade before (85 AD).

 

The themes of living in the LIGHT and using love as a guide to our actions are similar to the Gospel. There is a strong emphasis on the human reality of God’s action in Christ. This was to counter a growing movement that claimed that divinity was implanted in the human but did not share in the human reality – this Gnostic trend was later declared a heresy.

 

Love becomes the central focus for Christians – following the action of God’s love in Christ. The term agape was used for this profound love. The Eucharist was referred to as agape- a love feast - and Paul in Ephesians suggests that the whole law is summed up in a single commandment, “You shall love your neighbor as yourself”.

 

This passage causes me to raise another concern. It states that “all who live in love live in God”. Can we really take that all to mean ALL? I realize the author of I John is referring to all Christians for that is the context of the letter. But let’s ask ourselves the question – does the God of our faith limit love to those who are Christians? I can’t accept that the God of all ages and creation is this limited. Yes, I believe that in the life and ministry of Jesus we have an example of the great love God has for us. That does not limit the love of God for all creation.

 

Gandhi would not become a Christian because of the exclusion he experienced among Christians. He followed a soul-force of love and non-violence. One can find similar examples of other religious leaders- Jewish, Muslim, Buddhist, etc- who share the message that love is a force at the heart of creation.

 

For me this passage helps me understand the deep stream of God’s love, as I experience it as a Christian and as I observe it in others who call upon God by different names.

 

Praise be to God for the goodness of all creation and of God’s love for all God’s children. AMEN

 

                                                                                                                                                                                   
Sunday, March 25, 2007

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

Rejoice always; pray without ceasing; in everything give thanks: for this is what God wants from you in your life in union with Christ Jesus.

 

 

I stand in line, a refugee from disaster ~ waiting

for food to warm my body, for words to nourish my soul.

“Thank you.” My words come slowly and hard at first.

With new eyes I observe those less fortunate than I ~

those who often stand in line

to supply their needs, to receive that they

may nurture others.

 

A question nags at me ~ did I not learn as a child

it is better to give than to receive?

But loss and survival reveal their answer: I am not

as self-reliant as I would believe.

God has given me everything ~ the self that others see,

The self that flows through my work and words

and songs from my heart, my every breath ~

as gifts to use wisely and well.

Thus I learn to ask from others, and receive

with thanksgiving and humility that I may give in return.

New windows and walls go up around me ~

our rebuilt lives renew my hope

and set free my anxieties.

 

As blossoms in the snow reach

toward the light of their Creator, so must I, too,

reach through the darkness toward the Light.

Though I have no control over the wind, the waters,

the actions of the earth or of others,

I can choose how I respond, and I must begin

with a thankful heart