A
Transforming Moment
FUMC Fort Dodge
November 18, 2007
Mark Haverland
Luke 21
5 And as some spoke of the
temple, how it was adorned with noble stones and offerings, he said, 6
"As for these things which you see, the days will come when there
shall not be left here one stone upon another that will not be thrown
down." 7 And they asked him, "Teacher, when will
this be, and what will be the sign when this is about to take place?" 8 And
he said, "Take heed that you are not led astray; for many will come in my
name, saying, 'I am he!' and, 'The time is at hand!' Do not go after them. 9 And
when you hear of wars and tumults, do not be terrified; for this must first
take place, but the end will not be at once." 10
Then he said to them, "Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom
against kingdom; 11 there will be great earthquakes, and in
various places famines and pestilences; and there will be terrors and great
signs from heaven. 12 But before all this they will lay their hands
on you and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues and prisons, and
you will be brought before kings and governors for my name's sake. 13
This will be a time for you to bear testimony. 14
Settle it therefore in your minds, not to meditate beforehand how to
answer; 15 for I will give you a mouth and wisdom, which
none of your adversaries will be able to withstand or contradict. 16 You
will be delivered up even by parents and brothers and kinsmen and friends, and
some of you they will put to death;
17 you will be hated by all for
my name's sake. 18 But not a hair of your head will perish. 19 By
your endurance you will gain your lives.
Jesus’ disciples are dazzled by the
temple in Jerusalem. Like tourists in New York City they crane their necks to
take it all in: the size of the building, the beauty of it all, and the sheer
awe of this place of worship so central to their devotions. Why wouldn’t they
be dazzled? The temple was marvelous. Almost
twenty centuries later archaeologists continue to be dazzled by what they
discover there.
Jesus, however, is somewhat less impressed.
The stones are enormous, weighing many tons, but he recognizes their
vulnerability. Nothing built by humans is ever truly permanent. The days will come—not months or years or
generations—the days will come when there will not be left "stone upon
stone" (to translate literally). It looks so permanent, so solid, so
dependable, but no "stone upon stone" will be left.
I have been similarly dazzled by the
temple here at First UMC. This is truly
a marvelous building full of historic and esthetic value. It represents a powerhouse of Christian
discipleship in Fort Dodge. Gary Lavalley
told me the other day that a book has been written about this place: One
Foot in Heaven. I am as impressed as
you are by the grandeur of this place. What
if Jesus were to walk in the door and say:
This is a big pile of junk. It
will soon be nothing but a pile of rubble.”
I also know that FUMC of FD staggers under the burden of this building,
but we still love the place and hope to stay here a very long time. The costs of maintaining, heating, insuring
are enormous, to be sure – probably more than the current congregation can
sustain. And the century old
architecture no longer supports the kinds of programs and worship that modern
church goers desire. Besides, this
congregation is too small to support this building. But all the same, if Jesus were to make the
same arguments he made about the temple in Jerusalem, we’d drive him out of
town on a rail, which of course is exactly what happened to him and would
happen to me if I made a similar prophesy.
We love this building too much to abandon it to the wrecking ball. But Jesus delivered just such a message to a
people who loved and believed in their temple just as much as we do in ours and
for very much the same reasons: They
thought their congregation could not survive the loss of their temple.
The people of Israel were going through
a time of great challenge when Luke penned these words of national catastrophe.
The temple was probably already
destroyed and the early Christians and Jews were standing around in horror at
the destruction of their dreams. Both Judaism
and Christianity as we know them today are in great part a result of that
cataclysm. The faith which once centered in the temple was transformed through
the violence of the Romans, transformed into a faith spread over the globe. We,
and to be sure we are the descendants of that forlorn group huddled around the
ruins of their temple, we are here because that temple was destroyed. We are the great people of the book, gathered
in churches and synagogues around the world because the temple was destroyed
and as a result our ancestors in the faith had to fend for themselves in
foreign lands hostile to their beliefs. Truth
be told, if the temple had been left standing we’d probably still be a small
group of people following an obscure first century prophet in an unimportant
corner of the near east. Sometimes our
temples need to be destroyed to free us to face the future open to the
new thing that God wants to do for and with us.
What this says to me is that there
may be newness coming to us through the work of God, but we all too often miss
the promises of God by clinging to the familiar and the comfortable. The new almost always hurts. In fact, I would
say this is one of the reasons why we experience so little in our lives that is
truly new. Invariably, for something to be born, something must die. For us to
enter a "new world," we have got to let go of an old one. That can be
painful. And we avoid pain.
I’m sure that many if not all of you
have lived through painful circumstances in your life that destroyed a
beautiful and beloved temple but ushered in an even more dazzling dawn.
Last year at this time, I was full of
anxiety about whether Governor Culver would keep me on at Elder Affairs. I was making a nice salary. I enjoyed my work. I felt I made a real contribution to public
policy regarding older people. But most
of all I feared the unknown of what I might do if I lost my job, lost my
salary, and lost my days full of meaningful and rewarding activity. Well, my beautiful temple was thrown
down. Not a stone was left
standing. The Governor had his own
friends who needed a job, my job, as it turned out. I thought my future looked really bleak. For a while, I was quite depressed and tried
to figure out a way to rebuild my temple in state government. Failing at that, I applied to a few jobs that
looked like they might fit my interests and abilities. I didn’t get any of them either. But a strange thing happened to me in the
ensuing months. I found that I was
relieved to be free of the burdens which that job brought with it. I slept more soundly without the stress of
office politics. I had never dreamed
people could be as mean to each other as I experienced in government work. And then the bishop called and asked me
whether I might consider coming to First Church in FD. It was the farthest thing from my mind, but
it really clicked in my brain and so here I am.
You have been so welcoming and helpful to me as I make the adjustments
to being back in the ministry that I’m convinced God has called us together to
do some very important work. It’s only
gradually becoming clear to me what this work may entail – but I think that if
we can endure the loss of some familiar, comfortable, beautiful temples, new
life will emerge here at First church in Ft Dodge.
Now, I don’t actually think that this
particular temple needs to be destroyed.
Just the opposite, in fact. It’s
not perfect for our needs and it does cause financial strain, but the power of
its history and the magic of its spiritual potential mean we must find a way to
sustain the witness of this church into the future. There will be some temples destroyed as
people give more money, create a leaner budget, use the endowment in new ways
and find more effective ways to be in ministry.
I heard an orthopedic surgeon say about back pain once that hurt does
not always mean harm. Keep on exercising
was his message, I think. Well, there
will be some pain around here as we retool for the 21st Century here
at First UMC, but there will no doubt also be gain.
Our temples are not always buildings,
you see. Our temples are also sometimes
intangible structures we erect in our minds, our imaginations, or our hearts. When our "temples" of marriage,
family, career, or religious belief come tumbling down, sometimes we are
tempted to try to rebuild them exactly as they were. At other times we respond
by doing nothing, "sitting passively on the rubble of our fallen
temple" and assuming that the whole world is ending.
My mother was a person who resisted
change with a determination which defied all reason. She had the misfortune of being married to a
man who embraced change beyond all reason.
It was not always a harmonious match.
Their itinerate life together moving from town to town, job to job, was
a torment to her. When my family finally
settled in St. Cloud MN for long enough to put down roots, she arranged the
furniture in the house I grew up in so that it could not possibly be moved one
foot in any direction – which it never was until my dad dragged her kicking and
screaming to Florida for one last move.
She kept trying to hang on to the temples of her past and missed much of
the new life which opened to her as she aged.
We all have temples which
crumble. We lose our jobs. We lose our spouses. We lose our health. We lose our homes. We lose our hopes. In my work with older people, nothing was
more evident than their desire to remain at home as they age. But this is not always a good choice. As I visit our members at Friendship Haven, for
instance, I see the ease, convenience and safety of their lives there and am
reminded of my father who moved into such a place at age 89– only after my
mother died, of course. His first words
were: I wish I had done this 20 years ago.
I’m told this is a common reaction.
Sometimes, the temples we cherish need to be demolished so we can do
what we really need to do. Our temples,
like the temple of Jerusalem, must sometimes crumble so that the promises of
God can be fulfilled.
The destruction of the temple in
Jerusalem in AD 70 transformed the people who experienced it. The early church was transformed from a small
group within Jerusalem into a band of evangelizing enthusiasts who left the
ruined temple to seek their future in the wider world. The people of Israel were likewise scattered
to become the people of the book in lands around the world By destroying the temple, the Romans freed
the early Christians to take their movement to the world and the rest, as they
say, is history - our history, in fact.
We would not be here if the early Christians had remained faithful to
the temple in Jerusalem. With the
destruction of the temple, early Christianity was transformed.
Transformation is something we are
especially good at in the church. I
suspect this is what most of us seek as we come to church. We want an experience of God. We want the spirit of God in our lives and we
expect that this will change us somehow.
We want to walk away from worship a different person. Those who don’t come to worship avoid the transforming
moment that worship can be. They probably
don’t think they need to change and can’t imagine how the spirit of God has any
relevance to their lives. Perhaps those
who do not come to worship actually fear the transforming power of being in the
presence of God. In any case, they are
right that if you come to church often enough, a few of your temples will come
tumbling down.
But we here in this room do not fear
the transforming power of God’s spirit, even when that spirit speaks to us from
the rubble of a great catastrophe. We
long for the transforming moment when we become truly loving and become truly
loving, kind and generous people.
My hope and prayer is that we will be
transformed as Christians whenever our temples are torn asunder. Jesus told us that when catastrophe strikes,
we should begin paying attention to the signs of God in the rubble. A transformation awaits us if we look for
Jesus in the temple ruins. The promise
of God is that flowers can grow in even the most inhospitable terrain.
Lord, hear our prayers. We thank you for the opportunity to learn and
grow in our faith. We thank you for this
time of Thanksgiving as we remember those who have too little to be
thankful. Bless our efforts to share
with others in the Lord’s Cupboard this season.
Inspire us to be generous beyond measure with the bounty you
provide. We thank you for your continual
revelation of your will for us. We thank
you for the challenges which transform us into the Christian disciples you
would have us be. Lord help us find you
in the midst of our lives, in even the sad and lonely moments, for we trust
that you are with us always and that nothing can separate us from your
love. We believe, O God, help us live as
people who put their trust in the Lord.
Amen.
Prayer of Dedication
Holy one, in Jesus you have made known not
only your love and provision for all creation, but your vision of a realm of
mercy, justice, and peace on earth. We make this offering as investment in your
outlook. Bless our gifts as we look forward with hope and faith. Amen.